Well i just got asked for rental.. damn.. i feel like shit.. i feel guilty as well.. seriously.. amit has been working so hard as a waiter trying for us to survive and ive been doing nothing.. really ive lied to him abt gg for viewing! BADDDDD!!! urgh.. time to wake up! SEROUSLLYY! once upon a time.. money was no issue for us. ok it was just abt mnths ago.. not too long.. then we fell big time.. amit has woken up but i havent! WHY? SONIA TIME TO DO SOMETHING IN LIFE! ok seriously dude.. no more lazying ard.. i feel extremely guilty and he is working so long hrs to earn fucking $70 bucks only.. and our 1 deal can make us a minimum $1000.. and im not working.. ok NO MORE! .. tday is a new day. im awake at fucking 3am in the morning.. have to be a grands place by 930am tml morning.. i dunno what the hell am i working at.. i have nothing at the moment.. URGH! this is not gg to happen.. when i started real estate i worked literally 14 hrs.. got nothing but still got gg.. where the fuck has my motivation gone? in the BIN! why? i dunno..
pinky is right .. motivation has to be money.. i need money i want money.. and seriously i need money! my goal is by december to get out of this flithy place! ... not that its too bad! its just irritating.. seriously!
SONIA GET UP AND GET RUNNING.. IF SUNJIT AND PINKY CAN CLOSE FUCKING 10 000 A MNTH SO CAN U! AND THE MONEY WILL DO YOU GOOD!
